Even when you start making more money (or any kind of change you’re trying to create/manifest), your Safety Seeking Self will blind you to it. You'll dismiss unexpected discounts, miracle money, increased clients, and financial battles unwinding themselves in your favor.
Safety Seeking Self will say - just a coincidence, doesn't count because yadda-yadda or you'll simply forget finding long-lost cash or people buying more things for you.
In the beginning, any signs of increasing money will be obliterated from your awareness because they do not match what matters to your body. Your Body has to be trained to tolerate wealth. Wealth holds a very different energy signature than Scarcity, and if you’re not used to it, which you aren’t, because if you were, you wouldn’t be thinking about money, it can blow you right over.
Your Safety Seeking Self can literally be repelling money and abundance and joy away from your life.
Why? I mean, really, WTAF?
Because it’s different and different equals deadly, it’s that simple. Safety Seeking Self has your back, honey bunny.
It will not let you wander into the Land of Transformation where all the monies are because it would rather you survive, and it is highly skilled at keeping you confused and trapped and very, very safe, cocooned in your Familiar Bad Feeling Place.
The process of awakening to these shenanigans can go two ways:
1. flashes of clear insight into what you're up to that are quickly forgotten.
2. a slow waking up from a dream of scarcity that lasts longer and longer in between episodes of forgetting.
Both work, but I've found the gentle approach of #2 is less traumatic to the enlightenment process. The daily practice of interrupting thought patterns leads to understanding the power in your words and actions. The daily practice of amping up your wealth energy until you trigger your nervous system just the teensiest bit means no one inside you reacts as if a $100 bill sitting in your wallet doing nothing is a death threat.
It’s the sneak attack method of prosperity and enlightenment.
Tiptoe up on wealth in ways that don’t trigger your perimeter defenses and send electrical zings of glitches throughout The Matrix of You. Black cat? I don’t see no black cat!
It helps you see when you are saying one thing and doing another.
It helps you understand the role you play in your own imprisonment of poverty and scarcity and victim consciousness.
You see and understand how your Safety Seeking Self keeps you mired in money problems for reasons that make perfect sense to her/him/them. It’s saving your life from its perspective - how sweet is that?
When you understand the function of your SSS, then loving it becomes easy. Once you fall in love with this precious Self that constantly works to protect you from gathering any pesky prosperity poison, giving it what it needs is simple.
It needs to feel safe, that’s it, and you can provide that 24/7 in so many ways that don’t involve you constantly worrying that your next house will be a cardboard box. Next thing you know, you’ll have 10 of those $100 bills sitting in your wallet, minding their own business, and it will feel as normal to you as your desert dry wallet once did.
XO,
LMW
P.S. Sovereign Storytellers is a group deep dive into the systems of self-created illusions using the framework of Human Design and the highly effective principles developed in Train Your Body to Wealth. I'm offering it one time in 2024 to 8 women.
You can go here to explore if you're ready to open your eyes and employ compassionate curiosity to see the Truth. We may even be playing with dragons as we move through every Center of our systems.
If you're ready to take responsibility for your financial life in new ways.
If you're ready to see yourself in detail using compassionate curiosity.
If you're willing to step into radical honesty and radical acceptance.
Then this path is for you...