This morning I am asking questions for myself and the collective. What is situation X trying to tell me? What are the global upheavals rooted in?
A slideshow of Heart images ensued in my mind's eye. One after the other all different shapes and sizes.
I was taken back to a time at 4 years old. I was sitting, crying, outside my mother's bedroom door. My heart energy was pounding and vibrating so hard in my chest and throat it felt like I was being physically shaken.
I sat by the door desperately wanting to open it, but knowing better than to do so because it would bring her wrath down on my head.
Stuck between the desire to open the door and the fear of the consequences, my choice was to shut down Heart or break apart.
That was the safest choice and our systems are so wise, guiding us to what is necessary for survival. At some point in early childhood most people close the door on Heart which means closing the door to authentic self-expression as well.
There is no blame. Many aspects of Soul and Self are compartmentalized in childhood.
When did you close your heart's door? How old were you? What were the circumstances? Writing from the Heart in your journal can be incredibly enlightening.
The issue is when, where, how, do we reopen the floodgates of Heart energy?
How do we resurrect the "dead" aspects of Soul and Self?
When? Now, right now, it is a calling echoing around the world.
Where? Where you are right now. Ni reason to wait.
How? By choosing to do so. By declaring your intention. By expressing your willingness to face the discomfort of opening doors with rusty hinges a little at a time.
Most importantly - there will be discomfort. And as I tell you often, there is pain either way, might as well choose the pain of expansion.
Consciously choose the pain that leads to sovereignty.
As your Heart light floods your body so too the bodies of those around you, and the Body of the planet, unfurl into remembered beauty as well.
XO,
LMW